Absolutely Correct! Unbelievably, I agree with about both of the things you are talking about. I too had breast cancer. I was diagnosed when I was 72! It was at Stage 3, because they don’t find it in men until it becomes obvious.

The treatment are terrible. I felt everything you felt, even with the Neulasta. The treatments, even with all the new stuff, is still slash, poison and burn — surgery, chemo and radiation. They tell me the cancer is gone. They tell me it is all gone until it comes back.

Also, it was weed that helped me get through it. I hardly got high but it got me relaxed and put me to sleep. I think there were a couple of weeks when I was asleep/ and or stoned 80% of the time.

You are much younger, and probably your breasts mean more to you than mine do to me. But a cancer like this lets you feel what it’s like to be knocking on heaven’s door. That feeling never really goes away.

So please, take good care of yourself and enjoy your life as best you can. From what you’ve written, you’ve been through a lot. But, you seem like a survivor.

From what I know, and maybe I’m too much of an empiricist, this is the only life we get, at least that we are conscious of having. That can be frustrating sometimes. So, make the most of it. Enjoy it, and Enjoy it with others. Getting stoned can certainly help.

( but, this is Grampa speaking) no dangerous drugs. Ok?